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Pipka Duge (April 23, 2013 - February 15, 2014)

I love you my little one and I always will. You never had an idea how much you meant and mean to me. I will celebrate the day I first set my eyes on you every year. You gave meaning to my life and you made me smile each day. It makes me giggle when I remember what a rocky road it was to convince you I was your friend and I was not going to hurt you. We found a way to each other, it took almost 6 months but we did. The closer it is to saying good bye, the calmer I am - because I know that I lose, but you gain. I know that you won't feel any pain anymore, you won't have to endure all those disgusting concoctions, the pain will go away instantly. And my pain? It will be huge, but still not as huge as it's now knowing your life is worth truly nothing and you cannot do what you loved to do.

I love you Pipka. Forever.